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  • Promising Sunrise

    September
    16
    2006

    This is what I’m waking up today. Great colors, huh? This is a beautiful sky to see at 6:30 in the morning! It almost makes me want to enjoy fall – a little!

    I put together three design mockups over the last day and a half. My eyes were burning lastnight, but I’m up bright and early (thanks, Tucker) and ready to code. One of my girlfriends (ahem.) is one of those theme flip-floppers, you know, the ones that change their design every day? Yes. She’s one of those. She sent me a .psd file to put a stylesheet together for her, so count that as my fourth design to put together. At least things are starting to get checked off my list!

    The stuff that triggered my sensitive side on Thursday? Well, I think I’m going to clue in all of the people I attempted to defend on Thursday, I’ll make that announcement at the Hub. I know a lot of people just don’t think anything could happen “behind the scenes” of a meme. It is, after all, just a meme, but really – it’s not. There’s a lot of stuff that happens, a lot of it is piddly little stuff – a lot of it makes me want to throw in the towel. I’m relieved to have co-hostesses to help with some of the little things that, when combined, grow into a nice supersized headache, but I still feel very much responsible for every. little. thing. So with that in mind, I have some spilling of the guts to do to all of the participants.

    I am still contemplating the blogging thing. My entries have become more sparse because I’m starting to not feel like I have something important to contribute to society every day. Personal stuff is much more personal, and business is something I can share because it’s not about my family. It’s just me and my creative stuff. I see a lot of business bloggers who try to have a personal blog attached to their business, but blog specific things that are content rich just to get traffic. Well, good for them. This is an honest blog and an honest blogger – I’m not in it to gain every freaking keyword on the web. That’s what my gallery is for. I can’t believe someone would pretend to be emotionally attached to a blog when they’re in it for the keywords. Whatever. I don’t want this blog to become that kind of blog – but I also don’t want to step over those boundaries I set for myself when I decided to remove the family chatter I was so used to – that had to go away to protect our privacy. I should use the dang features I installed here. That’s what I should do.

    I’m rambling again. Woops.

    Oh and for anyone who felt like you were being served up on that platter, or rather asking for it to be served up on a platter, that’s not what that was about. It was about folks who want it all their way all the time, regardless of guidelines and procedures. And then when they don’t or can’t have it their way, they openly gripe about it, like the guidelines and procedures are all wrong, and the hundreds of people who don’t have a problem with them are wrong – and they’re right. Urgh.

    Back to work I go – where things are more colorful than the sunrise – and more peaceful than 6:30 in the morning!

    {8 Comments}

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    Shelli said,

    Well, I hope you aren’t stressing because I added to your pile by saying that I might want to change designs. If so, take mine off your plate.

    I know how stressful and how much work hostessing a meme can be. It is a lot of work. People who have never tried it don’t understand how difficult it can be.

    Whiskey said something to me once that makes a lot of sense, if it ceases to be fun, then you have to cease to do it. Or at least take a break.

    9.16.2006 @ 8:29 am
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    Nancy said,

    I want you to be remember one thing: Do what makes you happy and is right for you.

    :thanku: for all you do. And, my life would be a sadder place without you. I just love you and can’t believe I have never met you! LOL!

    9.16.2006 @ 8:44 am
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    cjsteff said,

    Ok, now to add to your stress, I’m going to ruin sunrises and sunsets for you forever. Guess what makes the pretty colors? Air pollution…Yep, its the light reflecting off the particles that don’t belong there. Otherwise our sunrises would just be the color of the sky and the color of the sun. Sorry to do that to you. Leanne, In all seriousness, if you aren’t finding something that you are doing to be worthwhile, put your energy into something else! Hugs to you and yours, clara

    9.16.2006 @ 3:02 pm
    4
    pamibe said,

    I agree with “just do what makes you happy”. You can burn out quick trying to please others…. and no, wanting to be happy is NOT selfish! 😉

    9.16.2006 @ 8:19 pm
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    Robin said,

    Beautiful sky!

    Oh and I love your blog!

    9.18.2006 @ 8:04 am
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    Lisa-TheShizzle said,

    :indifferent: I’m sorry you’re stressing out. I honestly don’t know how you handle it all either. If it makes you feel any better, I completely understand.

    9.18.2006 @ 11:30 am
    7
    freshflower said,

    If I wake up in the morning and I see this sky I will have a beautiful rest of the day for sure. The picture is amazing!

    9.19.2006 @ 12:59 pm
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    bettymarie said,

    nature sure is a lovely lady in pink

    9.21.2006 @ 9:11 am

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